Would you rather love someone completely and never be loved back? Or be loved by someone, but never love?
What a tricky question. If you were to have asked me this a while ago, I would have said option one: unrequited love.
But I guess I never fully understood the pain and rejection that goes along with option one. To love is to give your heart to someone, open and vulnerable... Intimately desiring to meet their deepest needs.
But when that isn't reciprocated, it is painful. That person who you let in... Who you let see even the yuckiest, most intimate parts of your heart, abuses it. They abuse that knowledge. They use your selflessness for selfish purposes.
So maybe it is better to choose option two.
Kidding. Now thattt would be selfish.
My heart hurts. Really really bad tonight. Pray that I can understand what love really is...
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